How do people do this all their life? I have made a habit of subscribing to fitness coaches and freaks on Instagram who do this day in and day out, go hard every day. Honestly I don’t know how the hell I’m going to do it, and keep doing it at that! I’m tired, I’m hungry! I want to go out for drinks, go to the movies, go to markets, make time to write, but seriously after work and everything how the hell am I going to fit this in everyday of the rest of my life?
I think the biggest question that has been plaguing me the last few days is WILL i keep at it for the rest of my life? Is this just a fad? Am I starting to get over it already? IT’s tuesday and I didn’t work out yesterday, I ate like a monster and did I feel guilty? At the time? A little, all day today? A little, but as I worked out tonight I just thought of a million things that I could and should be doing. How am I going to fit all of this into my life?
I don’t know why I am so worried about all of this, but I am a little. I am on the verge of a really big move and as much as I want to take all this “fitness” stuff with me, I can’t help but think am I going to be so busy I just won’t have time and things will fall to the wayside again? I hope not, but I have been thinking that this is a likely possibility.
My trainer asked me tonight if I have reached a plateau with fitness, my immediate reaction was “no” but the more I thought about it, the more I dwelled on it, the more I thought that maybe it is indeed a “yes” But then I look at everything I did on the weekend, I did boot camp and I REALLY pushed myself to the point of nearly collapsing, the week before I nearly threw up! And this was on a Saturday morning when I should be sleeping in and eating copious amounts of bacon! I did workouts at the gym as well in the afternoon. But this week I really want to lost more weight but I am feeling like I am just sick of it, I am sick of the brown rice, broccoli sweet potato lunch, the oats for breakfast with fruit, the chicken breast and green beans for dinner. I can’t keep doing this.
Any advice? And if anyone says “You can sleep when you’re dead” I will personally pay you a visit and make sure you NEVER say those words again! Could this just be a reaction from being really tired? Or am I at a level of being done? Any advice is appreciated